Spiritual Control

How kids know who’s fake: Source of troubled youth

Some people say that the posts here are out of touch with most people – and they’re right. Of all the people on the web, very few are looking for healing or enlightenment. Most people are just looking for a thrill or the weirdest things, connecting with their friends and doing whatever constitutes research.

This is especially true of kids; they only know what their parents, teachers, friends tell them. They especially adhere to the ideas of whomever they happen to admire at the time. Kids tend to latch onto others who resonate with their feelings. A lot of kids feel rebellion against the establishment, so they latch onto rebellion figures like heavy metal bands or worse.

“Why are kids rebellious?” you might ask. If you are asking this question, then I’m glad you’re here. I personally knew a boy who rebelled. He came from a prolific home and parents who did the best they could with what they knew. Unfortunately, it wasn’t enough. He’s gone now.

In the little time that he was with us, I made a few observations of his friends, his family – including me. From what I observed, kids up to a certain age, can see right through people into their real intentions; they have that intuition.

Allow me to share the following post with you from Destiny Image Communique:

Philosophical Chaos: Postmoderism

Most young people in every generation have at least once sac­rificed who they are for acceptance. However, today’s youth also have to contend with the philosophical chaos that characterizes our world. It is easier for youth to navigate the questions of identity when things are clearly marked or settled. No doubt, one can get lost in a “building” with boundaries: walls, doors, windows, stairs, and exits. In today’s world the building is more like a boundless ocean where youth cannot tell which way is up and which way is down! In fact, youth cannot even ask the question, “Who am I,” because they are just trying to keep their head above water.

MySpace and sites like it facilitate chameleon-like behavior. A member can upload images that may not be a true likeness, but perhaps one that he or she thinks will attract attention. A young woman, for example, may upload a scantily dressed photo or post a picture of a model in a bikini to represent her. Everyone, man, woman, boy, or girl, can pick and choose the images and wording about themselves that they want others to read. They can paint a picture of themselves that is constantly changing, even a distorted representation of themselves. MySpace allows young people talk about themselves in inauthentic ways. I am dumbfounded at how many of the 13-year-old young men in my youth group pretend that they are ladies men or pimps on MySpace.

Youth can be who they want to be, even when the picture they paint of themselves is far from the truth. Their identity is not rooted or grounded, but situational.

If young people are not comfortable with themselves, they will try to be someone else, someone they think others will accept. Youth are supposed to try on different roles in their search for who they are, but in this philosophical climate, they do not have to set­tle on one role. They flounder around trying to figure out what is desirable, not trying to figure out who their authentic self is. Despite all of the chaos around them, youth can still have an iden­tity in postmodern culture. But in order to do so, youth need to embrace a truth, a foundation on which they can base their identity.

In case you’re wondering, that “youth group” supposedly belongs to a minister. Technology today offers people the anonymity to “cut loose” and “have fun.” I guess that’s why the web is sometimes referred to as the “sinternet.”

Guess what? These 13 year olds are only emulating the culture around them. They know that the adults around them are being fake, so they see nothing wrong with emulating the same attitude. They also see nothing wrong with emulating the same perversions because they are also products of modern day decadent culture.

Don’t bother arguing with me about the above points. You don’t have the ammunition. All the troubled youth throughout history are my ammunition – and they know the truth; they can see straight through to the crux of decadent culture: A life-negative attitude.

Here’s a further post from Destiny Image Communique to help you understand what is missing:

Make God the Center

All of us, youth and adults, need to find our identity rooted and grounded in Christ. The pressure of marketing tells us to live for ourselves, get whatever we want, when we want it. Social net­working sites like MySpace allow us to live out relationships with people when we want, how we want. A self-centered worldview leads to a self-centered identity, but God calls us to look beyond ourselves, to see life through a different set of lenses. God beckons us to find ourselves not in ourselves but in Him.

When we find our identity in Christ, we realize that God made us “to live for so much more.” God has a plan and purpose for us that far exceed living for ourselves. God’s greatness and glory are infinite, and He has a very big purpose for our lives. Created in His image with the potential to do “greater things” than those that Jesus did, Paul is truly right in saying that we can do all things through Him who strengthens us.

We want our young people to be safe, but we also want them to thrive in all that they aspire to be. As parents, youth pastors, and educators in the United States, (and perhaps the entire Western world) especially, we are attune to encouraging children and young people that they can be anything they want to be. We constantly encourage them to see the possibilities that are available because we want them to reach their full potential. Why else do we care so much about education? We cringe at high school dropout rates, teen pregnancies, and drug abuse, in large part because we lament the potential that our youth squander.

Allow me to try and drive home the point that this pastor is making because a lot of this church talk is dull, dry and vague, so it tends go in one ear and out the other. You see, unless a person has been through the posts at this site and disciplined their minds with some of the mental exercises herein, then “reaching your full potential” just doesn’t mean much.

By the same token, “reaching your full potential” probably also has not much meaning to the adults who is say it – especially if the kids listening can see right through you. Kids judge by action – not words. Kids judge by heart knowledge – not head knowledge (As I discussed at How do You Choose to Believe).

Let me state this clearly for you: “Do as I say, Don’t do as I do,” doesn’t cut it. If this is your philosophy, then you’re a failure as a parent; you should never have kids. In fact, kids are more interested in the fruits of your labor rather than whatever decadent judgemental heuristics you might be spouting.

In that sense, we are all born with our intuition much closer to Holy Scripture: “The labour of the righteous tendeth to life: The fruit of the wicked to sin.” [Proverbs 10:16] Therefore, our kids are more likely to emulate the fruits that we bear outside and within ourselves rather than whatever “words of wisdom” come to mind.

Am I reaching you yet? OK. Let me take you a step further. Bishop Fulton J. Sheen shared his philosophy on life in the 1950’s and 60’s on his own TV program. (I was mesmerised by this guy when I was 2 or 3 years old.) One piece of philosophy stuck with me, and should stick with every parent, and every person with intention of becoming a parent: Kids emulate their parents’ true intentions towards authority.

Don’t fool yourself about that last statement. Remember, your kids can see right through you. If you have a secret hatred or loathing, sadness or despair of authority, then your kids are going to emulate that and make YOU completely miserable. They can sense YOUR rebellion – especially when you take shortcuts here and there driving on the highway, cheat at financial matters, partake of recreational drugs, or whatever teenage idiosyncracy you’ve carried into parenthood.

In fact, let me share an extract with you from Spiritual Health vs. Depression. Below please examine left brain versus right brain behavior and emotions. See for yourself which attitudes you follow:

Left Brain Behavior/Emotion
Root Word: Fear
Abandonment… Abrupt… Abusive… Accusing… Afraid… Aimless… Anger… Annoyed… Antagonizing… Anxiety… Arrogant… Ashamed… Attack… Badgering… Belligerent… Berating… Bigotry… Bitter… Blaming… Bothered… Chauvinistic… Cheating… Cocky… Comparing… Competing… Complaining… Conceited… Condemning… Condescending… Conflict… Confusion… Conniving… Cowardly… Cranky… Crazy… Criticizing… Cruel… Deceptive… Defensive… Degraded… Demeaning… Denial… Depression… Disappointed… Discouraged… Disease… Disgusted… Dishonest… Disrespectful… Distorted… Distracted… Disturbed… Doubt… Embarrassed… Empty… Envy… Exaggerating… Fabricating… Failure… Fighting… Frustrated… Furious… Gauging… Gossiping… Greedy… Guilt… Harassing… Harsh… Hate… Helpless… Hoarding… Hopeless… Hostile… Hyper… Idolizing… Illness… Impatient… Inadequate… Inconsiderate… Inconsistent… Insecure… Interrupting… Intimidating… Irrational… Jealousy… Judgmental… Justifying… Lack… Loneliness… Loss… Low Self Worth… Lust… Lying… Manipulating… Materialistic… Miserable… Mistrust… Mocking… Moody… Nasty… Nervous… Obnoxious… Offensive… Overreacting… Pain… Panic… Paranoid… Pessimistic… Pompous… Preoccupied… Procrastination… Punishment… Rage… Resentment… Restless… Rude… Rushed… Sacrificing… Sad… Scared… Scornful… Self-Deception… Self-Glorification… Self-Image… Self-Indulgent… Self-Pity… Selfish… Short Tempered… Sickness… Sin… Sorrow… Specialness… Stress… Struggling… Stubborn… Suffering… Suppressing… Swearing… Teasing… Temptation… Tense… Terrified… Trashing… Troubled… Uncertainty… Uncomfortable… Uncooperative… Ungrateful… Unsure… Unworthy… Upset… Vanity… Victimizing… Vindictive… Violent… Wandering… Weak… Weary… Whining… Withdrawn… Worry…
Insert your mind Here:
ideologies of left vs. right brain
Right Brain Behavior/Emotion
Root Word: Love
Acceptance… Appreciation… Assured… Balanced… Blessed… Calm… Caring… Certain… Charitable… Cheerful… Co-operative… Comfortable… Compassion… Confident… Considerate… Content… Courage… Dedicated… Encouraged… Enthusiastic… Faith… Fellowship… Focused… Forgiveness… Friendly… Fulfilled… Generous… Gentleness… Giving… Grateful… Happy… Harmony… Healthy… Helpful… Honest… Hope… Hospitable… Humble… Integrity… Joy… Kind… Mercy… Optimistic… Patience… Peace… Rational… Respectful… Responsible… Safe… Secure… Serene… Sharing… Sincere… Sympathetic… Thankful… Thoughtful… Trust… Understanding… Unselfish… Welcoming… Whole… Zealous…

Each of us can have any of these qualities listed, left and right brain depending on where we root our emotions. The point is, which qualities do you celebrate? Which qualities do you lament, gossip, or dwell upon every waking moment? Which qualities haunt you during your sleeping moments? I’m willing to bet that the first behaviors and emotions that you want to talk about everyday are from the left brain.

Why? They are the first qualities that people want to talk about on the television, on the radio, in the newspapers, in the magazines, mainstream fiction, at work, in school, ad infinitum… We are constantly deluged by emotions rooted in fear which are products of decadent culture.

The best we can do when we experience those life-negative emotions is seek redemption through a healthy balance. For example, where you had pessimism also show optimism to be a healthy balanced example for your child.

Let me ask you something before I continue: Do you know that you are completely responsible for child when you are a parent? You do? What does that mean to you? Does it mean you get to take cut rate vacations while your kid goes to school? Does it mean you get to have wild parties at your house while your child observes how “it’s done” by adults?

Let’s assume that you’re not a trouble maker with intentions of becoming a parent. How are you going to raise your kid?

Start with you. Since you know that your kid will emulate your true intentions (and most likely magnify them to the power of 10), what is the best way to be a true authority figure to your kid and not a fake? Since decadent society produces fakes and perversions, you have to provide a respect of authority yourself that’s outside of decadent society.

Since troubled youth is a problem of spirit, then your higher authority should be of spirit. Since I’m Christian, I recommend the Lord, Yehovah; this is another reason I set up the site, Holy Life, HealingMindN. The Holy Spirit and God’s Word, for me, are the only true authority.

When your child observes your true, unswerving intention of love and respect towards God as Your Perfect Authority Figure, then your child will want to emulate this same love and respect towards you. By the same token, you have to explain to your child that authority figures of decadent society are simply jobs being filled in decadent society; that we adhere to laws of society as long as they are extentions of the God’s Laws.

You have to remember that your child will hear information that will counter yours from his peer group or even his teachers. You have to remember that your true intentions as a parent is what really counts – because this is what your child sees.

You child should be allowed to question the true intention of others who attempt to counter your wisdom. Remember, true intention and feeling is what really counts. This means that a child of a heretic who claims there is no such spiritual authority figure ends up dead in the water without a paddle once his true intentions are discovered – that his parents respect noone.

Your intention is to provide strength of spirit to your child who is a powerful Aspect of God according to Holy Scripture. First, live this fact for yourself, then your child will live it.

Now, how to live it for yourself; it’s all up to How You Choose to Believe.

Mind Control Psychoenergetics

Ball lightning, Orbs, and Vacuum Domains

I’ve been playing Sherlock again. I like to make connections between different ideas and the post entitled, ORBS: ARE THEY A PSYCHOENERGETIC PHENOMENON? got my creative juices flowing.This is actually an extract from one of Dr. William Tiller’s papers, who happens to be the foremost expert in psychoenergetic phenomena. I get a little crazy when I find so many correlations between ball lightning and orbs, so bear with me. This is going to be out there for some of you.

If you read the paper on Collective DNA Consciousness, you also see a small discussion on Vacuum domains, self-radiant balls of ionised gas [aka ball lightning] that contain considerable amounts of energy.

The preponderance of vacuum domains in Russia prompted scientists to further investigate their source which lead to psychic research. Let’s look at a video that, I’m pretty sure, contains a multitude of vacuum domains:

Here is a further extract from Collective DNA Consciousness:

One is left gawking and I have, as many others, too, thought them to be UFOs. Friendly ones, apparently, as they flew in triangles just to please me. Now the Russians found in the regions, where vacuum domains appear often that sometimes fly as balls of light from the ground upwards into the sky, that these balls can be guided by thought. One has found out since that vacuum domains emit waves of low frequency as they are also produced in our brains. And because of this similarity of waves they are able to react to our thoughts. To run excitedly into one that is on ground level might not be such a great idea, because those balls of light can contain immense energies and are able to mutate our genes.

They can, they don’t necessarily have to, one has to say. For many spiritual teachers also produce such visible balls or columns of light in deep meditation or during energy work which trigger decidedly pleasant feelings and do not cause any harm. Apparently this is also dependent on some inner order and on the quality and provenance of the vacuum domain. There are some spiritual teachers (the young Englishman, Ananda, for example) with whom nothing is seen at first, but when one tries to take a photograph while they sit and speak or meditate in hypercommunication, one gets only a picture of a white cloud on a chair.

In some Earth healing projects such light effects also appear on photographs. Simply put, these phenomena have to do with gravity and anti-gravity forces that are also exactly described in the book and with ever more stable wormholes and hypercommunication and thus with energies from outside our time and space structure. Earlier generations that got in contact with such hypercommunication experiences and visible vacuum domains were convinced that an angel had appeared before them. And we cannot be too sure to what forms of consciousness we can get access when using hypercommunication…

The post on Dr. Tiller’s orbs mention coupled and un-coupled states which have a direct correlation to the states of quantum coherence and incoherence as discussed at Nature’s Mind: The Quantum Hologram. Orbs are actually intention imprinted, quantum coherent, aural extensions or magnetised wormholes generated from people experiencing some type of quantum coherence.

These quantum coherent pockets in space are the same “thought forms” which I discuss in an earlier post. There is not much difference with the “thought forms” which I discuss and orbs except that they are focused, intention imprinted with psychic keys and a definite purpose.

Vacuum domains are not only natural to the universe, they are part of the underlying foundation upon which we exist. Here is an extract from Antigravity: The Dream made Reality by John A. Thomas:

Sir Oliver Lodge imagined the space fabric as having a microcellular structure, each cell being a vortex (quantum vacuum precession wave) whose size was of the order of the size of the fundamental particles, or even smaller. The medium was frictionless and the rotational velocity of the vortices related to the velocity of light. The intrinsic energy of the ether was in the motion of the vortices (related to the wave of probability as a statistical average of each element in the periodic table). This attributed an ultimate energy source to space itself. Lodge also imagined that the ether had an enormous inertia and density. The inertia in mass was due to the ether in it and solidarity of matter was virtual.

A simular idea occurred to Karl Schappeller of Castle Aurolzmunster in Inviertel, Austria (died 1947). According to his philosophy, a change in the space fabric (static potential) gave rise to so-called primary magnetism which may be interpreted as a type of ‘autogravitation.’ This primary magnetism caused a gathering of the surrounding space fabric and from it issued more fundamental energy as an intensification of the primary magnetism. (Reverse energy potential is characteristic of ether). At a certain stage, the system reached an equilibrium gathering space fabric, and from it precipitated energy. When the energy density reached a required level, matter would be produced (simular to the formation of snow and rain). The system would take up a spherical form in the ‘natural’ state and become what Schappeller called ‘glowing magnetism.’

Glowing magnetism, he claimed, constituted the core of all planets and suns, the gravitational core of which was due to the glowing magnetism at its core (the constant movement of molten magma). How this theory fits the universal law of gravitation is at first difficult to see. We must remember that the universal law of gravitation is based on Kepler’s Laws, which were derived from astronomical observations of the planets. The masses of these bodies can only be determined from their gravitational interaction, not from their inertial properties. Hence for cosmic bodies the term ‘m’ in the derived formula: E(gravitational field) = G(m/d^2) is not necessarily related to the inertial mass of these bodies, but the ‘GRAVITY’ of them…

Schappeller’s glowing magnetism forms in the same way as ball lightning, orbs, and vacuum domains; they are all more or less the same phenomena to varying degrees in the same way that there are different types of stars in outer space.

If you will harken back to my description of creating “thought forms,” you’ll notice that are formed through the same process of reverse energy potential – according to your intention. Let’s have a look at one more extract from Collective DNA Consciousnss that cross correlates the formation of glowing magnetism with orbs:

..The Russian scientists also found out that our DNA can cause disturbing patterns in the vacuum, thus producing magnetized wormholes!

Wormholes are the microscopic equivalents of the so-called Einstein-Rosen bridges in the vicinity of black holes (left by burned-out stars). These are tunnel connections between entirely different areas in the universe through which information can be transmitted outside of space and time (hyperspace). The DNA attracts these bits of information and passes them on to our consciousness. [The “wormholes” in the case of the living organism are formed by quantum microtubules within the cytoskeletal structure of at least 85% neurons within the nervous system.] This process of hypercommunication is most effective in a state of relaxation…

(This information leads into my next article on “The Reason for Alpha Meditation.”)

Therefore, you have further proof that orbs are psychic phenomena which are a natural occurence that can be proven scientifically. Orbs, “or magnetised wormholes,” are extensions of the bioelectric field which consists of many layers including meissner and soliton fields (AKA the aura, when it’s healthy). As I have mentioned in several articles before, the quantum microtubules are key in this process; their functions serve as a God-Given bridge to alternate realities.

People take pictures of orbs around other people and other living things using Digital Infrared conversion of the cameras.

I discuss this process at the Hidden Bioenergetic Spectrum. Using Life Pixel Infrared Conversion Services, we can reveal an unseen world through our cameras. Since orbs most likely reflect in the IR region, they are easily caught on IR digital pictures.

Orbs mirror the low frequency neural patterns of their hosts, therefore, they also reflect and transmit in the IR region, the same as their living hosts. You can also capture these “ghosts” or “UFOs” using your own Digital Infrared converted camera.

Of course, you can opt for the full spectrum conversion, because there’s a whole beautiful, unseen world out there, not quite visible to the naked eye, but definitely visible the mind’s eye – and your digital camera.

Thanks for your time,

Randolph, Medicine Man at HealingMindN

P.S. Also have a look at this video, “UFOs Making Crop Circles.” Ball lightning, Orbs, and Vacuum Domains can do fascinating and beautiful things for you – once you have the love for doing it:

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How do you choose to believe?

What’s the difference between head knowledge and heart knowledge?

There’s a difference between believing in something logically rather than emotionally. I could go on and on until I’m blue in the face about the Law of Attraction or extra sensory perception, but it’s only head knowledge until you actually experience it for yourself. Drama in books, movies, and theatres is always hot topic because people are constantly looking for heart knowledge – even when only vicarious.

So when you come to a sight like this that outlines steps on how to become a better psychic, I completely understand that it just doesn’t mean much without that heart knowledge that goes hand in hand with it. You want more than just evidence. You want to believe that you have these intense psychic abilities, but how can you relate to it?

First, let me lay down the rules of gaining that heart knowledge on your own – not from the movies and not from the people around you who tell you how you should feel. You’re here now, so you have to be your own person. It’s time for you to be an individual.

When you come from the perspective of a decadent, life-negative society that atrophys our innate psychic abilities or when you come from a selfish perspective that makes you believe that money, power, and women are the keys to your happiness, then you will never have that heart knowledge.

I understand completely that most people (including myself) want to have that feeling that they have control in their lives. But if you approach this with the intention of being controlling, then you will never have that heart knowledge.

There may be those of you at this point asking, “well, what good is the law of attraction if I can’t be decadent, selfish, greedy, or controlling?” I’m not sure why you’re here then.

For those of you still here, we realise that heart knowledge leads to belief. Heart knowledge begins with feeling. As you know, heart knowledge is explosive in action compared to head knowledge.

Negative examples of heart knowledge are the knee jerk reactions we get when we know something is going to be awful or horrendous to our senses. Positive examples are from our reactions to pleasurable expectations and sensations. In the negative, we contract from that source of stimulation. In the positive, we expand towards that stimulus.

Decadent culture does not want humanity to advance

Our collective feelings shape our perceptions of this world, therefore, our belief systems.

Of course, there are those who feel disconnected to the world and the people around them, so they turn to mechanistic science as the crux of their belief system.

The problem with these disconnected people is they accept science insofar as it supports their belief system – like a religion; they reject anything that disturbs their emotionally secure belief systems, (so they’re like most people). Unfortunately, these sad, disconnected people are the force within mainstream science.

When someone like Edgar Mitchell, Sc.D., comes along and presents esoteric yet irrefutable evidence of humanity’s psychic abilities through the Quantum Holographic Paradigm, mainstream scientists want nothing to do with it because it refutes their belief systems; they’re disconnected, so they believe everyone else is also disconnected.

Disconnected people constantly feel their emotionally secure paradigm threatened exactly because their paradigm is so insecure, so they enjoy explaining away psychic phenomena even though such phenomena fall completely within the realm of quantum electrodynamics.

In the same fold, they enjoy explaining away any scientific or spiritual phenomena that would truly advance humanity – because they feel so high and mighty that noone should advance without benefit of their mechanistic religio-science.

At the risk of disturbing your belief system, I’m asking you to use the following papers as proof of humanity’s ability to truly advance forward as beings of higher consciousness: Nature’s Mind: The Quantum Hologram, Collective DNA Consciousness: Networked Intelligence, and The Holographic Universe. (I guess that would make Law of Attraction, the “Dartanian” of the four musketeers.) Yes, this is all dry, scientific proof with some wet and juicy examples of the way the universe really works: We are all a special variation of a holographic matrix.

You know what a hologram is – don’t you? Each piece of a hologram, no matter how small, still carries the same information of the whole; this is what makes each of us an aspect of God. Each of us carry the same information as the entire universe – think about it.

We are all born with innate psychic abilities because of the holographic paradigm. Extra sensory perception is really the first sense from the perspective of God, the spiritual realm, hyperspace, etc. The problem lies in our lack of use.

Like the mind, if not nurtured, our psychic senses atrophy. In that sense, choosing to believe goes beyond believing – doesn’t it? We need that experience and we need to feel that connection with the experience; that’s where we get our heart knowledge. Without that experience, we also feel disconnected.

Now, I’ve already provided psychic exercises for you at this site including visual ray psionics and thought forms. How often should you practice? All the time – it’s just like learning a musical instrument. But who’s there to remind you to practice?

Let’s face it: Decadent western culture presents a problem because there are no mainstream journalists, no politicians, no TV shows, no radio shows, no newspapers, no sales ads at Nordstroms or Safeway or the like, no priests, no family doctors reminding us to exercise our psychic abilities. There are a few teachers who help us, but they’re too few and far between.

Mainstream reminds us of the latest evils, the latest movies, the most troubled actors, the latest trends and trivial pursuits, but how many in the mainstream remind us to look to the skys and get in touch with the universe? None of them are reminding us to have sex either, so it’s all up to you. We begin with exercises we all know.

Psychic Keys

Prayer and Meditation are natural abilities. Prayer is asking God for help. Meditation is listening for answers. Noone needs any scholarly education to exercise these abilities. A scholarly approach helps us focus on psychic keys that help us further connect to the universe. This is the reason I set up Holy Life, HealingMindN: To help give you a scholarly approach to your prayers and meditation. Holy Scripture helps us to reveal those psychic keys.

These psychic keys are the same hyperspace archetypes that connects our minds to God (as explained in Stewart Swerdlow’s Healer’s Handbook: a Journey into Hyperspace). We are all born with complete access to these psychic keys.

But another problem lies in the decadent interpretation of psychic keys and dream symbols. Dry psychological culture endeavors to keep people grounded in physical reality with its disconnected interpretations. As a result, we become disconnected from the true source of these keys and symbols as they lose their spiritual meaning.

True: If we swamp our minds with trivial pursuit, mainstream sensationalism and commercialism, fear, worry, empty sex, etcetera, then those dry disconnected interpretations of us are completely valid. Such behaviour is within the boundaries of mainstream psychology, psychiatry and any associated “health” field where they believe they know what’s “best” for the people.

Let me reiterate: Anyone who brings up psychic abilities to the mainstream paradigm is attacked and berated by these dry, disconnected people. (Wilhelm Reich called them “emotional deserts.”) The actual, unmitigated scientific proof is explained away as nothing more than conjecture and anomolies.

Anything outside the heart knowledge of an emotional desert – even if remotely indicating human advancement – is considered anomolous, therefore, invalid. This type of attitude goes hand in hand with negative hallucinations (see Constructs of Belief).

What gets to me is when asking these emotional deserts, “then how do we advance humanity?” Their canned response is, “through real science!”


Still feeling disconnected? Let me try to offer proof that you’re not disconnected – from your experience: We all crave coherence. Coherence is the prerequisite for psychic phenomena like manifestation, precognition, out-of-body, telepathy, teleportation, remote viewing, and more.

Coherence is that feeling of being one with the universe. Coherence is what we get when all integrated parts of a system act in unison with parts of the universe. You can read any of the above papers, especially Nature’s Mind to further understand quantum coherence wherein we get quantum entanglement – more dry terminology?

OK. Euphoria. Do you know what euphoria feels like? For me, it’s intense, wave-like tingles coursing through every part of my body. You ever feel that? That’s your body reaching coherence. Through a simple thought, a feeling, revelation, an idea caused your body to become momentarily coherent. And what brings you the most coherence? Orgasm.

Not just any orgasm. Not from empty, spiritless swinger sex (advocated by satanists). In fact, there are sexaholics in the same fold as there are food addicts. I believe the paper on mineralised organic superfoods provides a good perspective: When we suffer from inner cellular starvation due to lack of essential nutrients in our foods, then we’re constantly hungry.

By the same token, sexaholics are suffering from that “inner starvation” from lack of coherence because their sex is as empty as the food source which causes obesity. People become gluttons for empty sex, food, and worse because they are suffering from that inner starvation.

This inner starvation for coherence is also what drives people to do funky, dangerous things to their bodys like drug addiction, fetishes, and worse. Some Kids crave coherence to such a dangerous degree that they get into the choking game because it provides euphoria, albeit, false-euphoria when the blood is simply rushing back into their brains. (These kids are gifted psychics who are starving to use their abilities.) Coherence is that “high” that people crave, but decadent culture prefers to have people debilitate their minds and bodys in order to achieve that “high” rather than advocate the advancement of humanity.


Enough about decadent culture. Let’s talk about you – and why you’re here. You crave coherence like anyone else. This is why you crave orgasm – not just any orgasm. You want the perfect orgasm. You want the kind that actually fills you from the tips of your toes to the top of your head – and beyond. This is why the site, Sexual HealingMindN, exists. This site is based on The Tao of Sexology, The Book of Infinite Wisdom” by Dr. Stephen Chang.

From what I’ve experienced, taoist sexology provides the most accessable psychic self-improvement exercises that help people achieve coherence; it advocates true love and spirituality between matching partners who are willing to pour themselves into each other with complete surrender and passion for each other.

These prerequisites are necessary for complete coherence wherein the woman acts as the carrier wave, bridge, or doorway to alternate realities as she reaches the nine wave of orgasm while the man rides that wave as the “signal” to God, so to speak, that he has achieved the necessary coherence for the heart knowledge. For this reason, the man is completely responsible for the health, happiness and well being of the woman in a relationship.

True: The sexual function is there for our procreation. It’s also there to fulfill our longing for cosmic convergence (according to Wilhelm Reich). It’s also there to help us achieve coherence because we’re not just physical beings: We are also spiritual beings intimately connected to physical bodies as part of a quantum holographic matrix known as the universe – and we want to feel that connectedness to the universe. We want that heart knowledge.

We don’t have to think about all these technical details to advance ourselves. What we want is the heart knowledge of achieving that experience, so let me ask you.

When is the last time you completely surrendered yourself to your partner in love, passion, and spirituality to achieve complete euphoria? How would you describe it? What did it feel like? What about when you discovered something that made you feel completely reborn inside? That intense feeling of revelation – what did it feel like?.. That’s your heart knowledge.

Now, focus on something else that caused the same feelings of euphoria within you. How did you achieve that “something else?” What steps did you take? Remember backwards on those events that took place just before you achieved euphoria. How did you get there?

Now, focus on something that you don’t have that would benefit you and the people around you. Focus on the feelings of euphoria that this extra “something” would bring to you and your loved ones. Focus on the euphoria of having this extra resource. How would you describe your feelings as you imagine this extra benefit helping others, as they, in turn, help you? Don’t just imagine. Remember backwards on those events that took place just before you achieved euphoria. Your heart knowledge guides your vision which is focused by your passion.

As long as you maintain your connectivity to God, you are your own greatest resource in the great circuit of life. Follow your heart’s knowledge through personal experience, then choose to believe.

Thanks for your time.


Randolph Fabian Directo

P.S.  See “Hammering Iron in a Magnetic field” to get a different perspective from Mind Control Expert, Alan Tutt.

To see your law of attraction at work, there’s a psionic rain video located at Nature’s Mind and Collective DNA Consciousness. This is an actual rain radionic modulated upon alpha rhythm neural patterns. Specifically, this particular pattern is a Schumann resonance to help match standing wave resonance on this planet. Would you be so kind as to spend about four minutes on this video, then look into the sky. We need rain.

Thanks in advance.

Mind Control


(extract from Choose To Believe)

Although using affirmations works wonderfully for many people, there are some who have not seen the results they would like. Most of us in this field have met at least one person who has repeated a good affirmation thousands of times over many months, sometimes years, without any appreciable results.

If you’ve ever had this experience, you know how frustrating it can be. I had the same problem myself, and if it had not been for a unique discovery, I would have given up and forgotten all about the power of belief.

I wish I could remember where I found this idea so I could give credit where it’s due. The idea that turned me around and gave my affirmations new life was the concept of hammering iron in a magnetic field. You see, metal responds to magnetic fields in
peculiar ways. Not only is metal attracted to a magnet, but the metal itself can become a magnet in certain circumstances, such as when struck repeatedly while in a magnetic field.

When the metal is struck by a hammer, it’s atoms vibrate and realign themselves with the magnetic field. With each blow of the hammer, a few more atoms realign themselves. Eventually, if the metal remains in a fixed relationship to the magnetic field, most of its atoms become aligned in a single direction, causing it to behave as a magnet.

When we use affirmations, it’s like we’re the metal and the affirmations are the hammer. Each time we repeat an affirmation, it’s like the metal is being struck by the hammer and a few atoms of belief are realigned. After enough repetitions, our belief takes on the alignment of the magnetic field surrounding us.

But what is the magnetic field? It’s our feelings!

Those who see results from using affirmations are those who have a strong feeling of confidence (belief) in the process, whereas those who fail to see results lack confidence in the process. Our level of belief in the process determines the response we see, just as the level of belief in a placebo. If we have a strong belief that it will fail, it will. And just as surely, if we have a strong belief that results will be forthcoming, they will be.

The same has been said about prayer for thousands of years. In order to get results from prayer, you have to believe in the process. With our new grasp of the power belief has in our lives, this is easier to understand.

When we truly understand that it is our belief in a process which produces results, not the process itself, we are free to use any process we choose to create the desired results.

As you can see, Alan explains why so many folks have not been able to manifest the things they want using affirmations, and it’s an incredibly SIMPLE concept!

When you read “Choose To Believe,” you’ll find many such examples where Alan presents a simple solution to a problem that may have been nagging you for years.

If there’s anything you’re still trying to manifest in your life, you owe it to yourself to get a copy of Alan’s new book, Choose To Believe. In fact, order it before the end of April and Alan will autograph it for you!


Randolph Fabian Directo

P.S. Coming in the next post: How do you choose to believe? Stay Tuned!

Economic Control Evil Control


Pork Barrel Remains Hidden in U.S. Budget published today via NY times proves beyond a shadow of a doubt that the economic focus of “lawmakers” is any where else but on the current financial crisis facing the American Citizens.

Whereas billions of dollars of taxpayer money could have been directed to alternative energy technologies and advanced healing technologies to reduce costs to the American Republic, instead that money is directed to “personal favourites” like a Christian broadcasting group to build a shortwave radio station in Madagascar, a program to save hawks in Haiti, efforts to fight agriculture pests in Maryland and an “international fertilizer” center in Alabama that assists farmers overseas.

(There were more than 10,000, costing nearly $20 billion last year, according to the Congressional Research Service.)

These “lawmakers” of Psalms 73 have made it obvious that they are completely out of touch with our present economic troubles; they simply have their own interests. Does this seem like the kind of people who should be running an entire democratic country – much less running around free outside of cages where they should be?

That’s not what really grabbed me about this article. What really grabbed me is the terminology and the application thereof: “earmarks.” To me, it’s bad enough that there’s still pork barrel spending during this inflation, recession, or whatever it is at the moment.

These capitol hill monkeys also have their own clandestine terminology surrounding this free-for-few spending which further proves how far out of touch they are with the people they should really be helping. (Isn’t this the reason that the Marcos Family was ejected from office in the Phillipines?)

This article points out the difference between “soft earmarks” and “hard earmarks.” Here’s an example of a soft earmark. The language is that of a respectful suggestion: A committee “endorses” or notes it “is aware” of deserving programs and “urges” or “recommends” that agencies finance them; this is the sort of talk one might hear in a Simpsons cartoon.

Hard earmarks have exact information including threats of budget cuts. Soft earmarks come with the implicit threat of hard earmarks. This is similar to a game that kids might create on a playground – and if you don’t play this little game exactly the way you’re supposed to, your budget is cut.

The American Republic doesn’t know how to play this little game, so our budget are cut too – unless we happen to work for a sweetheart organisation that’s set for an “earmark” on capitol hill. (This post does not include pentagon spending – not that it’s a different subject.)

I also admit that I don’t know how to play this little earmark game either. But when I read how our current administration signed an executive order in January that directed agencies to ignore all earmarks in committee reports, this reminds me of the coverups by the Catholic Church of the illicit activities between priests and alter boys.

What’s that called in the Catholic Church? “Assmarks?” Then there were executive orders to ignore all “assmarks?”

From what I gather, these Psalm 73 “lawmakers” deeply appreciate vague language. They also enjoy obfuscation to the point that Congress could get around the order by simply inserting them in the text of spending bills or including language in the bills that directed agencies to treat earmarks listed in committee reports as if they were written into the law…

Of course, that’s short cutting – a form of cheating. In Congress, it’s called “paper clipping.” This is akin to the “heel” in pro wrestling choking the life out of the “baby” for the five count. By the end of the five count, the damage has been done, but, at least in pro wrestling, we know that’s not real.

What kind of personality dimension is a Psalm 73 “lawmaker” according to Keys To Power Persuasion by Alan Tutt? Obviously, they’re “big picture” personalities; they don’t like details. What’s the last and most important thing said in this article? “With soft earmarks, everything is done in secret.” And that’s what these people love; they love to be clandestine about their intentions. (You’d think everything was run by the free masons or whatever skull and bones society.)

Your persuasion tactics around these types of people would be vague, big picture language. You should also include inferences to their pet projects as “good, wise, helpful” or whatever nonsense compliments they like to use. You see, although I don’t know how to play their little games, it’s just a matter of dealing with their personality dimensions because they’re still human – as far as I know.

All you have to do is speak their language to persuade them into something? Speaking their language builds rapport and gets you into their door; this applies to anyone. For a shortcut into their hearts, make them believe you think like them. Politicians are mostly hot air, so you would have to sacrifice your dignity by talking to these people in the same way and agreeing with them in ways you wouldn’t normally agree – if you want something from them.

Of course, it pays to have some reconnaisance about who’s doing what; this needs to be done going directly to the source. After googling “sweetheart pet projects earmark us pork barrel spending,” I’ve observed, Citizens Against Government Waste is a pet project of our current administration (they congratulated Bush on curbing Kyoto Protocol spending – who needs clean air anyway? Right?)

You can be sure that every politician has a pet project – just look on their website and whatever amendments they keep pushing – then follow the money trail. All you have to do is start with one politician, build rapport, then ask for names, who does what – and all that.

Political Reconnaisance can be fun (for political majors, anyway). All you have to do is master the art of the “earmark.” Here is what “earmarks” leading to pork barrel spending could have prevented:

The financial crisis in the US, along with rising food and energy prices, is increasing the already alarming rates of US hunger. Media coverage of this issue has not been significant. Nearly one in every five US children are in poverty, of which hunger in some degree is an accompanying symptom.

The relationship between US hunger organizations and public policy impact reached a plateau some time ago, with no significant new funding or programs. Indeed, the mantra, pushed from the White House to the Congress, and often adopted by hunger organizations themselves, has been that US hunger is best solved through private charity, individual, corporate and to some extent, government partnerships; which is in effect saying there is no commitment or money from the federal government to end hunger.

However, it appears clear that only a national government commitment can end hunger, and that the rest is a diversion from reality. Many corporate sponsors and food companies appear to use the issue to further their own public relations. Such contributions and those of individuals help, but they could only feed all hungry Americans for a few days. (This means that the system itself is faulty. Please have a look at the Economic Control site for an economic system that actually empowered all Americans until 1913.)

Further, a number of hunger groups have received huge donations from Big Tobacco and its subsidiaries over the years (Wow, you’d think the multi-national drug co’s would have chipped in too). Otis Brawley, chief medical officer of the American Cancer Society noted on tobacco money for health research, “If you’re using blood money, you need to tell people you’re using blood money.”

The World Health Organization recently noted unless drastic measures are taken, tobacco companies will kill a billon people this century, especially the poor, women and children, and are a major impediment to accomplishing the UN millennium goals of reducing hunger, poverty, infant mortality, improving maternal health, insuring environmental sustainability, combating disease and so on.

Planet Earth Foundation, which created World Campaign, attempted nearly two decades ago to convince hunger organizations that taking tobacco funds was morally indefensible and strategically suicidal.

For these and other reasons, US hunger has become one of many problems that people contribute to, but has lost all urgency as a major political issue. (No “earmarks” concerning poverty in America?) National programs to end U.S. hunger are widely understood in terms of what would be effective, requiring a relatively small amount of additional funds.

Lisa Blume, the co-founder of World Campaign, spearheaded public service media campaigns through Planet Earth Foundation’s Campaign To End Hunger on effective maternal, infant and childhood nutrition programs nationwide from the late 1980’s through the early 2000’s.

When interviewed in the news media, Blume noted that “the fact that people don’t see it (US hunger) negates the fact that it exists.”

There must have been an executive order to ignore all the economic victimarks as well. If you really think about it, there’s a lot that the American Republic doesn’t see – so how can they care about it?…

Evil Control

UnGodly Gauntlet on the Rio Grande

The United States Department of Homeland Security on Tuesday announced plans to waive federal and state environmental laws in order to finish 670 miles of barriers along the US-Mexico border by the end of the year.

Environmentalists and local officials have strenuously opposed some of the planned infrastructure projects, saying they will damage the land and disrupt wildlife. But Homeland Security Secretary Michael Chertoff said Tuesday that the department was committed to minimizing the impact on the environment. The draft environmental assessments, he said, show the projects will have only “insignificant impacts on the environment and cultural resources.”

Critics, however, said the waivers were intended to sidestep growing and unexpectedly fierce opposition — especially in Arizona and in Texas, where concerns have been raised about endangered species and fragile ecosystems along the Rio Grande. ”

The Bush administration’s latest waiver of environmental and other federal laws threatens the livelihoods and ecology of the entire US-Mexico border region,” said Sierra Club Executive Director Carl Pope. “Secretary Chertoff chose to bypass stakeholders and push through this unpopular project on April Fool’s Day. We don’t think the destruction of the borderlands region is a laughing matter.”

Richard Marosi and Nicole Gaouette, Los Angeles Times
Philosophy Spiritual Control

April Films: Love, Ghosts, Spiritual Fulfillment

April Films

Curtain CallCurtain Call: Feature Film – Domestic : CURTAIN CALL is an amusing feature film starring James Spader, Maggie Smith and Michael Caine. The story revolves around a young publishing executive named Stevenson Lowe (James Spader) who moves into a house inhabited by the ghosts of two famous stage actors from a previous age, Lily Marlowe and Max Gale (Maggie Smith and Michael Caine). The ghosts quickly involve themselves in Stevenson’s life, helping to foil any chance of success he might have with his girlfriend Julia (Polly Walker), and making complete nuisances of themselves in every way possible. Incredibly though, even the ghosts evolve in this story of life and life after death, becoming happier, healthier beings who teach us that it’s never too late to learn something new.

CURTAIN CALL is featured in the April volume of Spiritual Cinema Circle, a DVD club specializing in heart-opening and soul-stirring films. Also, included in this volume are three moving and inspiring short films. New subscribers to the Spiritual Cinema Circle can receive a free trial membership (for a nominal shipping fee) by visiting Spiritual Cinema Circle. Click here for the Spiritual Cinema Circle Free DVD Trial

Mystic Ball Mystic Ball: Feature Film – International : This beautiful documentary is one-part inspiring sports movie and one-part spiritual quest as Greg Hamilton explores the art of chinlone, an engaging ball game played by almost every Burmese person, regardless of age or gender, living in Myanmar.

Across the HallAcross the Hall (El Otro Lado Del Pasillo): Giving us an intimate look at what it’s like to be an immigrant in a strange culture this short film shows a family trying to fit in when nothing seems to fit quite right.
The Wine BarThe Wine Bar: This short film transports us to a cozy wine bar on a winter evening in Manhattan. Henry walks in looking for a beer, and in his bumbling innocence, both offends and charms the bartender and the beautiful woman reading beside him.

Lucy's Piano Lucy’s Piano: Starring Stephanie Zimbalist (Remington Steele), this short film reveals the transformation that can occur when humanity comes in to soften the blow of a tragic loss.

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